School has started again and they're already giving us a load of homework to do. "Nothing too serious, just to get us used to it", the teachers say....I fear for when they actually get serious O.o'''
I'm now in the last year of high school. Only one year...Wonder what I will do after that? I really want to study abroad, it would be so much fun. I mean, I lived in Sweden for 18 years so I wanna switch to another country for like 20 years and then move somewhere else. I don't like staying in the same place, I need change. Besides, I hate swedish winters and since I live in the north of Sweden, well let's just say that it gets cold, really really cold.
But when I do move I'll move either to Endland or to Japan. Japan mostly because I'm fashinated by their language and England because I think it's a nice country and I'm fluent in english. So it's kinda a tie right now. My family would be a little more relaxed if I moved to England because at least they would know that I would survive on my language skills.
But I think they worry to much. I mean seriously if I move to Japan and then get in trouble there well at least I tried. Better to try it now than later :D.

Also I've started with lucid dreaming again. Gotta start my dream journal again.
For those who don't know what lucid dreams are go to www.ld4all.com or www.lucidipedia.com
Great sites with loads of info. Anyway, to get dreams you have to remember them and write them down when you wake up. Problem is I'm too damn lazy. Who wants to get up in the middle of the night to write down a boring dream and then realize when you're done that you lost half an hour of sleep? Not me. That's the big problem for me. I like sleeping and dreaming but only when the dreams are interesting. Guess I will have to get used to it.
But when I do have lucid dreams, it seriously fun. Really fun :DD.
I think that the next time, I will try go near a shark. Mostly because I really have a silly fear for sharks. I mean for the love of god, I live in Sweden, where would it possibly be sharks here?
And from what I've read, to get bitten by a shark you must have skrewed up royally, like swimming in shiny bathsuits or bleed a lot.
The results will hopefully be good. Or I end up being more scared that before.
We'll see how this ends ^^''

See ya!

Photoshop owns and other stuff

So I recently installed Photoshop to my pc and I must say it rocks! I actually managed to change my haircolor to blonde with it (Not gonna show that pic it'll make you eyes bleed ;D). And since I like drawing, I do lineart on my pics to make them better. I hope the coloring won't be hard ^^''.

My summerjob is over. I've worked for 3 weeks with elder people and now I'm done. Completely done :3. It was nice though. Relaxing and not stressful at all. And I got cake sometimes :D.

Other fun stuff is that me and my family might me going to a beach tomorrow. Hope that happens, I really want to swim before school starts (It starts in 2 weeks D:). The water and the sun and the icecream....Combined together it's so wonderful...Really got and urge to go swim right now but hafta wait....since it's kinda late right now ^^'''.

Btw does anyone now a good anime to watch? Kinda bored and want something new. Preferably a funny anime but horror goes too. Will be thankful for a tip :D

And now I'm gonna go do something else cause I'm getting a hell of a headache and can't sit in front of the comp any longer -.-''.

Well, see ya later folks <3

Summer & Sun & Everything Fun

I'm done with 2nd grade in high school, I passed all my tests and I have summervacation. Life is so sweet right now ^^. And I have a job, but not yet. It starts on the end of July which means I got lots of time to do stuff I want. Like being with friends, playing guitar or finally playing some DDR (I've so missed playing it, it's so fun!). And I won't only relax. My karate teacher told me that we should begin practicing a little karate for competitions and such. That will be fun but hard. I must learn to kick higher. Also I've so many friends I want to meet during vacation but that probably won't happen since I've very little money and most of my friend don't live where I live. Thank god for msn, it's really helpful sometimes :3. Let's see..what more...Oh right! One of my friend became 18 last monday! So we threw him a surprice party. It was fun to watch his expression, I think I got it on kamera (I placed it on the table and hit the record button). It was a really fun party, we played guitar hero and DDR and it was just nice to meet everyone again.
Hopefully most of my summer will be like this, filled with much fun and many friends :)

Soon finished

I'm soon finished with my second year in high school. Which means that I'm getting closer to finally going abroad and studying there. I've completed most of my tests, only have like math, physics, biology and chemistry left. It sounds like I've much left to do but it really isn't. Just a few test that you study for 1-2 days and get a good grade. Luckily for me my personality is a good stress repellent so I've been happy-go-lucky for about a week :D.

For those who don't know me, I'm into politics. So when I was asked to hold a speech on 1st May I thought I would die. And that I nearly did. I'm actually quite shy when talking to people I don't know in big groups. But I managed to stutter out a few sentences and I got a rose and a bird box (Some wierd tradition to give each speaker a bird box). And luckily the newspaper didn't mention my little speech so much. At least they left out the part about me being a nervous wreck ^^.

Since it's quite boring to live in the north of Sweden, especially if the town only have about 0 things to do in your freetime, I've developed a love of training. Yes, I'm actually so bored living here that I find training to be fun. And if it ever comes to that then you are seriously bored.
So if anyone reading this know something fun to do at your freetime, please post a comment :3.

First post. What to write....
My name is Madelene and I live in north Sweden. I'm interested in japanese language and fashion. Other interests are playing guitar, reading, drawing, singing (though I'm not very good at it) and martial arts :) .
Why I've started writing this blog, is actually thanks to Sizuka-chan.Her blog inspired me to write a blog of my own.

So today I was surfing on youtube because I was bored. I decided to search on "Wapanese", "Rappers" and "Emo" just for fun to see what people say about them.
And God, it wasn't nice things.
I mean, I understand if we don't like people with different styles and so but please don't rant about it. It's quite sad to see so much hate on the internet, when we are supposed to be the "intelligent race". Not even I can like everyone, but I try to be nice to everyone.Hate only give birth to more hate. So if a person is a total jerk, we can hate that person if we must, but do not condemn all people who look like he/she.God, I must sound like a total hippie, but I really can't see why we must be jerks to other people when they have done no harm.

Well, now I will stop my ranting to speak of something nicer.On thursday, I will be going on a little trip to "Uppsala" (I don't know the towns name in English)to meet new people at a convention. It will be really nice to see new things, it get quite boring to live where I live after a while.

Also, I have a English test tomorrow. Wish me luck :)